<-HAizz-> - Being a person; harder than being a student :

Woke up at 6 this morning. Just had the best dream ever.
Or maybe not.
Ever since this year started, i do not know why but i have been feeling very sucky inside.
Causing fights everywhere everyday.
Its not that i want to. I just cannot help it.
Imagine letting something which you feel uncomfortable in doing carry.
I used to tolerate such stuff easily.
But it cant go on anymore.
Will someone just break me apart?
I'm an unfeeling bastard who just screwed up his whole life, not to mention his friends' too.
Been writing to write this for very long, just couldnt think of the words to say.

I feel terrible when i go to school everyday.
Just keep telling myself. Another day of torture.
I dont hate the school. But i just feel lousy all over whenever i go to school.
Some say i'm trying to 'act mature'
But i dont think it is something to be proud of.
My mind is dying inside. So what if you have good grades?
You fucking life sucks. Everything that revolves around you gets from bad to worse.

Bye.

<-Justin-> blogged at 3:14 PM