<-HAizz-> - year 2008 :

hols passing very quickly
alot has happened for the past 1 month.
china trip...all the conflicts and fun we had
going out wif primary sch friends...going out sis and ivy and looking back makes me feel as though everyone has changed
but looking back at myself....didnt think that things would change so quickly
guess i am still in my own world where everything revolves ever slowly
waiting for things to happen and just react to it
well never thought much bout changing coz sometimes changes arent really for the best
realised sec2 life for me was very eventful compared to sec 1
reflecting upon the past which occurred this yr lots have happened

...all the muggings wif mws and gang, fun times wif brandon, pooven, xiu ming and nick and zx and ..... trainings wif sy, chris, hh and all the times where i have been so childish and slack....just waiting for training to end or mayb just not having the attitude during comp training.. thks guys for spurring me on to do better
all the problems and conflicts i have this yr....all reflect upon my character
i haven really been much of a great friend to many ppl and always having problems due to my attitude...well sry to those ppl

all the times whereby i thought i was trying to think of the best for ppl it all seemed as though i was just causing them more harm and they would be better off without me...sometimes i just seem to be more of a hindrance than a help to ppl
well sry

Also to the ppl who have trained me in st john...i know i have not been showing the correct attitude...always wanting shortcuts in stuff and never making the effort to do more even...well i know i shoudlnt have brought such attitudes when going for training so ....sry

Lastly to the ppl who i made empty promises to.... well i have said many things this year but thinking about how many of them are actually accomplished well its possible to even say none..at times all it seems as though i am making empty promises and just letting the ppl who put their trust in me down...esp to the ppl who trained wif me such as sec 2asjab08 or my classmates in 2/3'08
well guess i just cant fulfill those promises and guess sry doesnt even help...sorries can heal all wounds but will never be able to erase all the scars

<-Justin-> blogged at 5:46 AM